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Gabriella

__PROFILE__

Name: Gabriella
Age: 20
Location: England

I have an eating disorder. Don't judge me because of it. This is my journal to record my stats and my thoughts. I always welcome new friends, so feel free to add me and I'll add you back!
Please don't leave negative comments on here just because you disagree with what I do though.

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This layout was made by bella_anitragrl @ _premadelayouts. This layout features Avril Lavigne. Images were found @ skins.be and edited with PSP7.

__LYRICS__

DON'T TELL ME

You held my hand and walked me home, i know
Why you gave me that kiss,
It was something like this, and made me go oh oh.
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears,
Why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough, to take up some of my love.
Guys are so hard to trust.

Did I not tell you that i'm not like that girl?
The one who, who gives it all away.

Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you? (This time)
Did you think that it was something i was gonna do? (And cry)
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way

Don't think that your charm
And the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants,
I'll have to kick your ass
And make you never forget.

I'm gonna ask to you stop,
I thought i liked you alot,
But im really upset (really upset)
So Get outta my head,
Get off of my bed,
Yeah thats what i said.

Did I not tell you that i'm not like that?
Girl the one who, who throws it all away.

This guilt trip that you put me on
Won't mess me up, i've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

I'm better off alone, anyway..

THINGS I'LL NEVER SAY
la la la la la

I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
'Cuz I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee...
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things I'll never say

It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you, what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out
We're not goin' anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cuz I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things I'll never say

What's wrong, with my tongue
These words keep slippin' away...
I stutter...I stumble
Like I've got nothin' to sa-ay...
I'm feelin' nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...
You're worth it...yeah

la la la la la la la la la...
La la la la la la la la la...

Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

With these things I'll never say

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[Tuesday
08|23|05 @ 11:48A]
[ mood | tired ]

Down just over 2lb from yesterday, so I can breathe a sigh of relief for that at least. Still, it's not good enough...

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[Tuesday
08|23|05 @ 04:21A]
[ mood | crushed ]

This is proving really difficult to customise my site. Anyone have any ideas or tips? Can't seem to do it at all! I'm so lame. Anyway, onto the main subject in hand, it's my birthday in a few weeks, and I was hoping to get down to 118lb at least for it, but now it doesn't look like I'll make it anywhere near without a long hard fast. Anyone interested? I'd love a fasting buddy to help me stay focused. Just let me know, love Gabriella xx

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First Post [Tuesday
08|23|05 @ 03:08A]
Hiya, this is my first post on here. I have a Xanga site, but thought I'd give this one a try too. Any new friends on here would be greatly appreciated! I still haven't quite figured out my way around here yet! Love from Gabriella xxx
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